As we wind down our first overnight stay in the CICU since Caroline's Norwood, I find myself sitting in the dark, contemplating her future. Today sucked. Standing by that hard metal jail cell of a crib tonight after such a traumatic day, looking over my girl with sweat stained hair, I realized that this is our normal. This is Caroline's reality. And it's a hard pill for me to swallow.
It is quite a challenge you all have. That's why I loved your choice of a middle name; you foreseeing what it was going to take to navigate this reality
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