I have oficially survived my first night here at Children's with Caroline. I can tell Matthew has been here longer, because he's a seasoned sleeper. All the beeps and people in and out make me curious/worried and I can't manage to stay in the chair. This picture is my view of Caroline when I look up...sleeping babies are the best thing on earth. I'm trying to stay positive, but the doctors are telling us that she's starting to show signs that she is ready for surgery. She can't possibly know that she's about to have to fight to live. They're saying that the stage one palliation will most likely be done tomorrow, and preparations are being made.