Rough start for Mama

I didn't sleep well last night because the nurse told me I could hold Caroline as much as I wanted...so I did... After the night nurse prepped all the equipment we got to hold her one last time this morning. I know that she's in good hands, but it was really hard to say goodbye and walk away. I'll post again when we get an update. I plan on hugging on Parker all day to keep my mind and body busy. Please pray that everything goes well.